Hello Internet world,
I hope all is doing very well. I also hope you are blessed and have had time to go outside its been beautiful almost everywhere in the united states god bless America and Our Veterans!!!! They deserve a huge thanks today too!
So about me I know I have been slacking kinda in and out with the blog last 2 weeks :( We knew the vacation was going to take place so 1 week I have excuse but this week no lie I have worked out out 3 out of 4 days but I choose to talk on the phone and sleep instead of type and I am so sorry about that guys I know to some of you its motivation trust me I read several blogs in the am to get me just motivated hear and seeing the struggles of losing weight it a battle a war in fact. You have to push yourself and Over my cruise I met someone who I wont lie I just want to be with so when I have a chance even to talk to him I take advantage of it and I have stopped in the middle and just deleted a post .Last night I even didn't work out just to talk to him and sad I felt guilty to my body I love this song by the pussy cat dolls its hush hush and(btw I m a songwriter I compare my life to music lol) I listen to it everyday when I workout Its how I stay strong and I today as I am running my dog around the mall I did I got mad at myself It pushed the lyrics got me I'm sorry for the way I let go of everything I WANTED when you came along and I wont do that I have worked so hard to push myself to be this strong beautiful healthy woman I WONT LET MYSELF GO DAMN IT. lucky he is healthy and works out and well no lie has a better body then I do so I have to work hard to get better so I look good for him or well myself and him but Oh do you have songs that not so much reflect person but yourself that push you gosh that and beyonce listen its slow but I love it I feel like I work harder hearing soul maybe lol but other then that I have all fast stuff on my ipod but so here is some pictures of my diet I am doing pretty good have ate clean except the Jersey Mikes sub Had for dinner tonight because I missed the bread and company by 7 mins but hey that also saved me like 13 bucks lol well I have some ab ripper to do now that I have let my food digest after cardio conditioning which by the way Ihad to burn 400 calories running today I only burned like 700 and some change with my dvd workout I don't know why will push hard tomorrow and dig super deep. Thank Linda for the push this am! find someone and feed off them I saw her calories burned and I wanted to feel the pain like her its a great feeling!! Have a great night world dream sweet cross your fingers too I kinda like homeboy!
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